So it seems like I have a nack for getting ppl pissed at me.  I don't know if it's because of how i can become such a smartass at times, or if it's because I tend to release all of my stress all at once, or maybe even that really small and insignificant issues and circumstances irritate me tons.  Whichever one it is, I piss ppl off very easily.

Personally I think it's probably because of how I can label so many ppl from first impressions, which is a really bad habit of mine.  How are you supposed to not get pissed at someone who judges you so quickly off the bat let alone negatively for that matter.  Like when you look at the past, I've pissed off every single one of my closest friends or family to the point of no return.  Is it really natural for human beings to piss one another off so easily or frequently?

There was more I wanted to say about it, but I guess I'm not the type who can explore issues as thoroughly as Kev can.  I think it's mainly because I don't know how I want to word it.  Because in the end, wording can be the difference between something being very meaning and touching, and something being very offensive and therefore pissing MORE ppl off.  Frick, you really have to watch what you say nowadays.

That's another thing that I've noticed lately.  There are an infinite number of ways to look at things.  With the whole 9/11 issue itself (no not Kev's bday, the other event), I'm sure there have been many hundreds of different explanations of alternate theories that ppl have formulated against Bush, Canada, the American army, aliens, God, etc.  It really is amazing how many different ways you can look at something, and what's even more amazing is the extremes of ideas that some ppl will reach.

But then again, is it really fair for me to label them as extreme so quickly?  What defines extreme?  Isn't that a whole other example of different perspectives?  Or is it my innate ability to piss ppl off again by labeling them with outrageous names such as "extreme".  Oh yes, it has gone full circle my friends.  My discussion has just curved into a full 360 degree arch , leaving myself and I'm sure many others more confused or even pissed that they wasted their time reading about it.  Missions accomplished :D

On a side topic, I've been feeling way more confident with my job at the bank.  For the last month or so I haven't been able to balance my till, and it was mainly going into the negatives (me being short money, or not posting some kind of transaction).  But now I can say that I've had a good solid week of balancing, and it feels REALLY good.  It's about fricken time. 

Oh yeah as well Maggie got a blog secretly!  What the heck 's with that!  Doesn't even tell anyone....  Anyway that's why I'm gonna draw as much attention as I can to her page.  She left a msg on my board with the hyperlink to her name, so go check it out.

As well for those of you who haven't seen me lately, I got a new haircut.  It's strange too, because I feel so much more confident with this haircut.  Some new things that have happened include me talking to more chicks openly, and me trying to workout at least one body part every single day.  The way I figured it, ppl with brush cuts shouldn't be fat.  It just looks really crappy to be clean cut, but fat.  I guess I've always thought that my hair was one of my worst qualities appearance wise because it was so easy to get messed up.  But with this new hair cut, the plan is to tan the scalp, and see what it looks like when I shave my head next hair cut!  It's kind of a brush cut thing, which makes me look like Yao Ming.  Should be exciting folks!

I'm too tired to say more, except that kdays tmrw which should be fun.  Looking forward to seeing Hillary at the shooting range again seeing as I haven't seen her for a month or 2 now.  Also I messed up last week, and the kdays pancake breakfast is actually this sunday.  So yeah anyone who wants to come, DO IT!  I think Tony's interested so far, so we'll see.

Dev Out