Hey guys. I've just realized many things about myself this weekend that I thought I would share.

I think the most important of those was the fact that I'm been in a really grouchy mood lately. I really was grouchy to the point where EVERY little thing was pissing me off. And lemme tell ya, that's not the way to be. If you're gonna be that way, ppl will just start ignoring you, and everyone will have less respect for you altogether. I really admire those people who can keep a smile on their face even in the hardest of times. When I say smile I don't mean one of those generic 'I'm gonna smile cause I have to' kinda smiles, but the ones where when you look at it, you know that everything will be ok and work out in the end. I have nothing but respect for those ppl. But yeah my new goal is to have one of those more optimistic point of views. I think that I've been able to do it in the past no sweat, but just sometimes, things start to bog you down and you start to lose sight of what you should truly be grateful for. So for anyone who's reading this, I really encourage ppl to reflect on their lives but not just looking at the negatives which is so easy to do, but look at what you've been lucky enough to be a part of.

I think Katrina summed it up best for whoever watches 'The Apprentice'. She said, "Life's too short to be a bitch."

Anyhow I've rambled on pretty long about it, to the point where I forgot about the other things I realized over the weekend :P. So that's it for today.