Yeah I think there's some kind of Blog drought or something like that because it seems like NO ONE is updating at all! Now my theory as to why follows three different possibilities:

1) People who have girlfriends/boyfriends have a LIFE and with the holidays they don't have time to do any blogging like silly old me.

2) Due to the universal knowledge that students are now off of school and on their holidays, this has caused employers to step up staff hours for the ppl with jobs because of the holiday rush. This would help them cover all of the christmas madness that everyone seems to be having with their last minute shopping, and as well supply them with a lower wage pool of employees to spend a majority of their hours on to ultimately maximize profit (thanks ECON!).

3) Because it's just before christmas day, the bums who are totally shopping for EVERYONE on their list last minute are in the malls for as long as humanly possible trying to get their gifts for everyone.

Anyhow, those are just some theories.... But I'm not too worried because I really think it'll pick up when school starts over again mainly because ppl will have time and will willingly donate that time to take a break from studying (blog).

Also I think that everyone is tired from reflecting their own lives. I mean everyone has been taught so many times in their life that it can be "Healthy to reflect upon oneself". And of course this is completely true! But can there be a point where someone is reflecting TOO much on oneself for their own good? Can there be an inappropriate time to reflect? I believe the answer to this is yes because the reason why we're supposed to have holidays is not to assess ourselves and critique every little thing we find wrong. Hell no! We're supposed to just relax and 'chill that bitch out' while hanging out with some cool friends who accept you as you are. That's how it's supposed to be!

But yes. With that said I think I should stop this blog short before I over analyze myself as usual.. So here's how we're gonna do this. I'm gonna wish everyone an totally fun and relaxing christmas! And if you're really interested in what kind of mind state I'm in right now, I'm gonna list every single significant thought that's going on in my head just below this paragraph without holding back. Well here it goes:

- I really need a samurai sword
- The last samurai was totally sweet
- How come LXG wasn't nearly as great as everyone made it out to be?
- I wonder what I'm gonna get for christmas?
- Hmmm, when should we have the board game get together tmrw?
- I wonder where the top part of my karate uniform is...
- Learning how to massage is A LOT harder than I thought...
- Dammit I need to get Christine's msn email. She said to get it from Tony, but he doesn't know which one on his list is her's. So that doesn't really help.
- I think the real reason why I wasn't over Christine for so long was because she seemed totally pissed at me for something, and I couldn't do anything about it. All the feelings changed in a flash, and it was too weird for me.
- Maybe if I get Christine's msn, I can break that communication barrier b/w us, and we can become friends again, and I can finally close the book on this one.
- I really wonder what everyone else is up to during this time?
- How come no one is signing my msg board? :(
- What should I do with my free time? What can I do to be productive?
- I really wonder who is reading these thoughts? Am I really putting these up for my own benefit? If that's the case, this sucks....
- I wonder how hard it will be to workout after the holidays. Has my strength really decreased that much?
- I should buy myself protein supplement...
- I really wish someone would get me a samurai sword.
- Are there any ppl that read my blog that I don't really know too well or totally don't expect to read it?